30th April 2010 - On again?

juz back from chit chatting with 2 of my friends...ate a burger again..same place..nice!
after finish eating,bought myself a vanilla coke..woah,100% satisfaction!
after finish eating and drinking,we sat at the bench and start chit chatting...
the topic that we chat is about the malacca trip that we planned for a long time edi..
it supposed to be cancelled actually,and suddenly..the topic is hot again after someone bring it up..
the trip has been cancel for 3 times and ON for 2 times...tis is the 2nd time we ON it...and looks like it wont off again..
i actually couldn't make it to the trip as my brother also went to malacca with his frens on the same day...if i go,tat means i left my mom alone at home..i dun feel like doing so...so,i off it..as im 1 of the 3 drivers who were included in tis trip,so my decision is quite important..
after chit chatting with them,i felt that i really wish to go...but i first have to discuss it with my brother about tis...
as he doesnt have any confidence towards my driving skill..(wtf la,a year edi weih...)
so my plan is,to discuss it nicely with my brother...
after the chit chatting with frens..i went back home
once i reach home,i received a call from a fren asking me to work as a promoter 2moro...
i actually already refuse to work with him ytd,but he persuade me to go for it..
so,i decided to follow him to work 2moro...
have to wake up early again 2moro..8am ==
so,haiz...for the sake of money,have to sacrifice my sleeping time...=(

29th April 2010 - Sick

hahahaha,expected to sick since few days ago...
and yes,im sick now =)
shud be didnt sleep for the whole night yesterday...
thank god that there's no sound of drilling early in the morning..
if not,i'll probably couldnt get up from the bed..
i woke up at 2pm today,and found that im already sick..
open up the curtain,and found that the weather at the time is best to swim..
so i quickly pack up my swimming trunks and my student id...
head straight to Tarc alone...
after i bought the tickets and start changing to swimming trunks...
the sun started to blazing..wow!
freaking hot,dun feel like swimming at tat time..
but since i already changed to swimming trunks..
quickly have a quick shower and dive in the swimming pool and started to swim from start to the end...
i must be too long didnt swimming,and im exhausted after finish the 1st lap..rest for few minutes...and start swimming again...
swim for about an hour,quickly take a quick shower and head back home..
reach home for just 10 minutes,change my clothes and go out again...
went to giant with friends bcoz he wanna buy hair dryer...ended up in lepak around the giant and bought nothing..=P
after that,i doesn't feel like going back home..so i followed my fren to the place where they learn dancing...it's a studio,but wasnt too big at all...
as it was my 1st time at the studio,and not much ppl around...tried to dance simply,as my fren were warming up before the class started...after their sifu reached there,i quickly stop and sit aside..avoid conflict =/
while im at the studio watching them dance,i learnt a few thing oso by just watching them dance...hoho,quick learner =P
at around 9pm,the class finally dismissed and head straight back home...once i reach home,my fren called me and ask me out for a drink...i quickly have a quick shower and change my clothes and flash out from the house,again....
the purpose my fren ask me out for a drink is bcoz...to discuss about job thingy...i supposed to work later at 9am..but after discussion with friends,i doesnt feel like wanna work anymore and refuse to work...and yet,im jobless again...
since im jobless,i asked few of my friends for badminton later at 10am...=)
and that's all...
this is wat sick ppl does....
doing sports for the whole day,
doesnt rest at home,
and blogging in the middle of night,
and need to wake up early for badminton later..
great! fabulous =)

28th April 2010 - Bored

final exam already ended for a week now...if u ask me to recall what happened for the whole week...i seriously can list out everything without missing out something..
for the whole week,i've been staying at home doing nothing...especially on the 23rd..
on the 23rd...been celebrating a surprise birthday for vickie..although her exact birthday is on 27th,but we celebrate it early because she gonna go back her hometown...
celebrate it early makes no different,as she said..that's the best birthday she ever had..
there's only 5 of us (pv,hy,kc,kp,and me) who celebrate with her..although there's not much thing we did for her..only treat her for movies,nando's and most importantly,her favourite tiramisu..
Happy Birthday to Vickie once again =)


that's for the 23rd...

well,for the following days..i did the same thing everyday...
i woke up at 12-2pm and i bath,eat and play for a few hours..and sleep again till dinner time,i'll wake up and have my dinner...=(
totally jobless,nothing to do..im sick of it..
i afraid to get bored...especially on the holiday season...i must at least do something...
i will sick if it continues..
and..i dunno wat to write anymore...my brain is not functioning well lately..

22nd April 2010 - Worth?

juz came back from a drink with friends....
i've been thinking alot recently,and everytime i think is when im alone and when im driving
recently,i've never fetch anyone and so that means im quite a loner tis few days..
that makes me think alot while im driving..
so,that means im not concentrating while im driving..
not concentrating while driving is bad enough..
wat's worse is,i ran over red light for few times without realising it..
not just for once or twice,but few times..tat means x>1 (x= ran over red lights)
i might be lucky to be ok but everytime when i ran over it,i nearly involve into a deep shit..
and im still wondering till now..
what am i thinking that time which almost get me killed?
izit worth to think of some that not worthy that almost took my life?

i think i've to start learning to focus while im driving...
if not,tragic will happen..

21st April 2010 - boredom strikes

finally,it's what we waiting for and this is all we wanted ever since the beginning of every semester..semester break..
exam's over yesterday,today is the 1st day of the holiday..thought that could have a nice sleep till noon..but,early in the 8..the renovation begins...drilling,knocking and etc...FUCK IT! FUCKING IRRITATING!!
wakes up at around 12.47pm with no satisfaction and head straight to the bathroom and take long shower...after all,the shower aint satisfy me either..the fucking sound of drilling is still on...
have a quick lunch and help my mom with some housework,and straight flash up to my room and start online...
for the 1st hour,i felt uneasy
2nd hour onwards,i felt bored
and the following hours till now, im so fucking bored!

holiday seems to be a word that is pretty excited for everyone..
but when we're on holiday,it's really a curse as everyone started to get bored..
i've been sitting infront of my computer for the whole day,
open and close fb for so many times,
and watching movies that i already watched for 3-4 times..
wat is this la????
i need an outing,
i need outdoor activities,
i need something other than this..
but..
why im always the 1 who being left behind?
why do i always have to be the one who sitting at home,instead of having fun at outside?
and why the fuck i always have to be the one,who SUFFERED the MOST??

haih,please...
all i want is just...
a ...... ......... .... ... ... ....... .... ...'.. ...... .... ..
=(

16th April - 2 down,1 to go

we finished the 2nd paper of the final examination and now is down to 1!!
1 left and we'll have a short break before continue to year 2 of our studies...
today's paper is english for business..
seriously,in my entire life at primary and secondary school,i had look down the english subject...i thought that i could score without any tuition or studying it..
but now,it's proved that im wrong...some may think that im good at english because the way i speak and the way i write...it's actually all just wrong...it's only an exterior look...my english is actually terrible in the point of grammar,comprehension,active-passive and so on..i have to admit that,i dun give a damn about english..i never studied it,pay attention during class and maybe respect it...
although today's paper wasnt too hard after all,but im sure i cant get wat i wanted..
have to work harder to achieve my objective =(
today is the 16th,and the next paper im having is on the 20th..
i have about 4 days or more to study for it which is OHR...it's the toughest subject in this semester..and most importantly,my bro failed 3-4 times =D
i have to study hard for this subject,i dun wan to fail...in fact,i aim more than not-to-fail...might be abit greedy =P

nitez =)

13th April - combination of yesterday's and today's

yesterday was my first day of final exam..it's tamadun islam paper...was spending the whole night studying it..didnt sleep of coz,till the next morning...and,i look extremely horrible...spend some time to refresh myself..wax-ed up my hair,so that can look more fresh and confident..heeee =P
my friend even said me look good eventhough i didnt sleep whole night...=)

after the signal is given,everyone is rushing to their respective exam hall..wishing each other good luck...after entering the exam hall and choose the seats..quickly open the question paper....
i was totally 'seong che' (something like terpedaya and stunned) after seeing the question...i only study according to the tips given by my fren..well,wouldnt say that it doesnt kena at all...kena at least 90% of it..and the other 10% is the one i didnt read...==

so,i keep staring at the question paper and thinking how to do till we can start writing..which is at 9am...once we can start writing..i quickly start with the essay part as im afraid i gonna forget wat i gonna write...since i do not know the question tat i supposed to do,so i have to do another question which is my Plan B...i didnt study for tat question,but i did read about it roughly...at least much more confident than the one i supposed to do...finish the 2 of the essay question in 20 minutes time...den,went to the 30 questions of MCQ part...from question 1 to 30,was doing it quite smooth...spend at most 20 sec for 1 question and 1 minute for the unsure answer...at least 4 unsure answer...after finish it,roughly check it and hand it the teacher..and quickly went out..it was 9.45am if im not mistaken...quite disappointed with the question,not challenging...but at least worth of spending whole night reading it...

after getting out from the exam hall,i realised that i took something which i does not supposed to take it out which is the empty answer booklet...XD throw it somewhere else..hapuskan bukti..
i also realised that,i couldnt walk at tat time as my vision is blur,hand and leg is trembling at the same time...knew tat something is wrong with me..so,i sat outside the examination block for an hour or more..sambil sambil wait for my fren...cun cun 11 oclock,all came out...happy face,expected...fetch my fren out to her car and den go to JJ to switch to maxis...took me only 10 minutes and have to pay rm1 for the parking,babi!

after that,straight went back home and bath and sleep...from 12.30 to 5...woah,great!
my whole body was wet after i wake up,and i realise im not feeling so good..touching here and there,felt my whole body was quite warm...took out the digital thermometer to see my body temperature..fuyoh,super hot..high fever! didnt take any medicine,just..rest and rest..felt much better now..

and tat was the 12th of april...
for today which is 13th of april..

im now hotlink youth club member! happy with it,4 years of validity...till 2014,even if 2012 does happen,it's still valid XD
just to inform,number is still the same,but my service provider is now Maxis/Hotlink =)
nothing really much happen today..
as usual,missing someone..terrible,haih =(
did i find her today? yes..but still miss her,haih =(
did i enjoy the scene? NO! it's raining,haih! =(

haih,forget it....there's something missing in my life..it's like :

plants without sunshine,
cars without wheels,
foods without taste,
vase without flowers,
dance without songs,
and most importantly,
me without you..

12th april - dying/crazying/suffering/rushing

im now blogging using my phone at melati utama mcd..I've been here since (i forget) around 11 or 12 like tat..the reason why im here is bcoz of stupid tamadun islam exam tat i will be sitting just in a few hours time..i came here alone,for the 1st time seriously...all i can say tat,the environment here is much much better than any mcd outlets tat i've been..although it wasnt big,but there's always full of people here..mostly oso tarcian..and the reason why they are here is same as me..last minute study,tsk tsk tsk! Most of them oso chinese,and most of them are holding tamadun islam notes as well..heeee,got teman..=P ever since i reach here till now,i've been drinking 6 cups of coffee..keep refilling..now i feel,sleepy (obviously coffee doesnt help) and i feel wanna vomit as well ==..but still,i recommended tarcian to come here often if they wanna study..hopefully the exam doesnt kill me tomolo XD..have to continue with my studies =/ nitez

11th April - Moody

4.12am - im still here,reading T.India...and i cant get wat it mean at all...so much thing to memorize..the names,argh..difficult...i just simply read through,as i cant memorize a single thing right now...im just not in the mood to memorize anything right now...

i really cant accept the fact...im not borned for this...it's just not me...it's too miserable for me..
why? how?
it's the question tat i really wanna ask..
why everything turned up to be something that i doesnt want it to be?
how it happen? it's just too fast for me...i didnt have much preparation for it yet..

im not a proffesional at ending my own misery,i do not know the way to entertain myself in tis situation..
so,im hoping that god do read tis..
please end my misery,i dun care how and what..please end it for me..but please do not hurt anyone other than me..
im going to sleep now,i seriously hope that everything is over when i wake up next morning..=/

6th April '10 (freaking long one)

today my class started at 10.30am..and ended at 12...
as this week were the final week for the sem 3..
there's quite number of classmate playing truant..
which leaves the class empty and silence and eventually,it's bored..
no one coming for classes is already bored,wat makes it even more bored is..
it's tamadun islam class..super bored...
have to sit separately with my frens today,as im being kicked off *cry*
just kidding,bcoz the place there's sitting is already full..have to sit with other fren =(
during the class,we're asked to do question about the tamadun china by ourself and we're not "allowed" to refer to any notes or books..
so,we did it by "not to refer" to any notes or books...
and finish,we pass up and it's the end of the class..*yawn*
what makes me sad is..she's (u know la,pandai pandai fikir) not going to attend the following class as she have to celebrate fren's bday today...she didnt tell me about it till before she left the classroom..she called me and said she have to go now...and i asked wat i shud ask,and let her go =(
we supposed to attend the next class at 2.30pm..after she gone,i have no mood to continue the next class...while i was standing with the other fren inside the classroom,
there's a sudden plan of going to cinema tat flash through my mind...and i propose it to them...
i didnt even expect they will excited with the plan,and all of them terus "on"
i was kinda shock at first,they look happy with it..LOL!
and i said that...we sure cant make it for the next class if we decided to watch movie..so,i bravely suggest again..."we ponteng OHR la"
den,one of me 38 fren quickly reply.."okok"
den,we're out of the classroom to plan it,as we wanna walk the talk...outside the classroom,we're 85% agree to watch movie + ponteng class...den she(pandai pandai again la) appear opposite of us waiting for her fren..and we tell her that we're going for a movie..=P
she said we fan jian =(
and i quickly run to her and ask thing again(concern her ma) ...before leaving her...ask her to becareful as she was alone waiting for fren tat time..so,den i left her and join my frens again =(
berat hati~
den,as we're walking to the parking lot...suddenly one of us wanna "off" it as she didnt wan to go and she wan to attend class to know our coursework marks...while we walking,one of us tam (pujuk) her to go..till we gonna reach the parking lot there...saw 1 of my gorgeous fren(it's a she of coz) are with her bunch of frens standing and sitting...on the same day,she's oso turn up to be 20 today...(Happy Birthday BeLL!)...so,i walk to her and wish her happy birthday again..(for the 3rd time)..they were oso planning for an outing to celebrate her birthday,so do us...so,we stop by at a bench not far away from Bell and try to persuade another fren to go with us..but still,she insist to stay at college and attend the next class...so,we try wat we could to get her with us..so,we let her go...=(
left 4 of us which is me,vickie,pv,and kc
den,we continue with our plan...get to the car,and head straight to times square...reach there around 1pm and head straight to the cinema counter to buy tickets of "Clash of the Titans"..we found out that there's student price given if we did bring our student id..me and my fren's student id were left in the car,so i quickly run back to the parking lot and get it and run back up..in 10 minutes..try doing it,u'll faint...after i reach there,hand them our student id,and take a rest for a while..my vision wasnt clear at tat time,it was blur...i couldnt see some words and things properly at tat time (my sight getting worse edi)..den,it's our turn and we buy 4 tickets using our student id...normal price was rm11,student price was on rm7...so,total rm28...darn cheap weih! after buying the tickets,i was kinda shock at the same time as vickie and pv is treating me for the movie tickets as they said they wanna treat me bcoz i drove them here...i refuse to accept it and say next time,they also insist not to accept my money...so,wat to do? they didnt hand out their hands to take the money,so..i have to accept it lor..takkan go stuff in ppl's mouth..den,we have around 1 hour+ before the movie start...go to mcd to have lunch,the queue wasnt long,but there's no seat..full of ah bengs...went to kfc,queue wasnt long too,but alot seats..
after taking our lunch,we still have an hour left...so,went to have a walk...go in from 1 shop to another shop...den the vickie,went in to 1 shop less than 3 minutes..bought herself a belt edi..za dao...memang shopaholic...den went to another shop again..she nearly bought herself a vest but too bad..no her size...too kurus edi (ridiculous,she gained weight now)...
den when it's about the time,we went to cinema and seated ourself...the movie is at 2.50pm..watch trailer till 3.05pm and the movie starts...
so,the review of the movie...
the movie is somehow,abit related to percy jackson...
it's about war between the gods and human...
quite a long story,doesnt really enjoy the movie..but i enjoy the myth..(interested with greece mythologies now!)
so,i wanna conclude the movie using my own words...

Zeus eventually have sex with other people's wife which is a human and that makes him to have a demi-god son,Perseus....the people's wife that he is playing with was the wife of a King which is planning to have war with the gods..and then,it makes the king irritated and decide to kill his wife and not-his-son together by putting his wife and the baby in a coffin and throw them down the sea....that was zeus sex story..next is :

Poseidon sex story.....poseidon is the brother of Zeus...he eventually raped a beautiful girl at the floor and makes the girl to be cursed(i think) bcoz she was praying to the god while she was being rape by the god...and it makes her to be a creature which is a gorgon named Medusa...it's a snake-human creature which knows how to use a bow...besides,everyone who look into her eyes will turn themself to a stone...

Hades is also brother of the Zeus...he's incharged of the underworld and for sure he didnt enjoy it...and im sure he's a virgin..i think..

so,that's the conclusion i can write..i'll rate the movie 7/10
and,im not insulting the greece mythology as i just roughly said it throughout the whole movie..

and to say the truth...the watching movie session is just ok ok oni..the happiest moment is when we're deciding to skip classes and plan for a movie..that's the best part...
somehow,i didnt enjoy the movie oso..was missing someone badly at that time =(

k la,i know im "abit" too cheong hei for writting so much in the middle of the night..sorry and paiseh...
last 3 words before i end this.."i miss her" =)
bye~

dunno wat to put la...

i used to blogging at this time when im still new with this thing..
the reason why i blogging in the middle of night because..
i have inspiration during midnight..
besides having inspiration,my appetite is even better than daytime..
not just appetite and inspiration,i even feel very active during this time..
and,tats the advantage of me during midnite..

the disadvantage of me during midnite is,
i'll think something extra and it doesnt make sense at all..
i'll miss someone badly at this time,although we did meet each other less than 24 hours ago..
i'll regretted wat i have done in the past,and affected me in the present days..

seriously,there's something wrong with my blog nowadays...felt that my blog is getting more emo and emo-er...probably will get back to some daily activities i done..=/