sorry

recently,i have swinging moods...and im not sure why i have it..
but i can guess it's about the stress im having..
my friends are complaining about it..
and i can feel it myself...as im really really too over
i didnt want this..the feeling is like u're infected,and u're gonna be zombie
she says,she couldnt stand it anymore
she says,i have 2 personality
she says,she lose her confidence towards me
but..
i wanna say tat..
im sorry for everything..i really do and im sincere
i'll try my best to manage my stress
i'll change to be better,so that i can regain ur confidence to me
all i need is time and ur support

today,u'll be going for a vacation for a week..and there is difficulty to contact u
so,i shall appreciate this 7 days time to change myself and i wont disappoint u
i promise =)

the way u treated me

i've been asking myself the same question for the past 2 months..because it started about 2 months ago..days after days,she is changing...not of her personality or wat..is exactly changing her attitude towards me..some might not realise it..but i know it myself..the way she treated me is getting more cold...i'm very very very desperate to know wat is going on with her...sometimes,i cant even sleep eventhough im tired when i think about this thing,as it happen too sudden...im too tired to think about it..im frustrated,im stressed,im exhausted,and it makes me think that im hopeless too..when i dun feel like i wanna talk,u asked me to talk...the time when i really need to speak up something, and tat's the time tat u hurted me...u left too many stitches in my heart..

if this thing happen continuously,im afraid i will get crazy soon...as it really affected me alot...

the beginning of new semester

finally,it comes to the end of our lovely sem break for about 3 weeks and it's the beginning of sem 2...some might getting excited about it while others may feel sad bout it...as for me,i'm in middle of tat 2 coz i've been waiting for sem 2 to start for very long ago but i'm juz lack of energy as didnt have much time to rest..*crazy whole night during sem break*

it's already been 2 weeks since the semester started...and i'm glad tat im having a great tutor in our group (some but not all)...and 2moro will be the 3rd week of the semester....most of us know tat the 4th week of the semester will be the stressful time ever bcoz we'll be facing coursework(assignment,test,and presentation)...we're lucky last semester bcoz we never wore any formal during our presentation..unfortunately,it's not everyday sunday...we can't run away from the fact tat we're gonna wear formal for our presentation tis semester even for english subject...

and tat's all~
morning class 2moro~
bye =)

Monday - October 19 - 1.26am

16th September - Wednesday - 1.55am

recently,im busy studying to prepare for my final exam and it's already ended for the past 2 days..after the examination ended at 4pm..we straight went to sing k at redbox@lowyat...it's been a crazy time to be with them as everyone was waiting for the moment very long ago..they sing as loud as possible and dance as much as they could...we're so happy as we finished our 1st sem and we have 3 weeks of break before we start another sem again..

it shud be happy for me as i could finally rest and do watever i like....but my feeling now is exactly opposite with wat it shud be..i felt stress,bored,headache and worried...i have no idea why it's like tis...i dunno how 2 continue with it anymore,i'll stop rite here...

2.13am

i'm back!

17th August - Monday - 1.53am

it's been 3 months since i moved to my new house and there's no internet connection here..
finally,my new house have internet connection and i officially online at my own house and blogging at my own house...so,wont be rushing anymore...

13th August - passed up my coursework correction to BMS tutor to let me pass for my 2nd coursework from 11-11.30am..after that,there's an additional class for IA at 11.30am-12.30pm...it was quite a rush bcoz it's at different places and it's super far...so,i'm late for the additional class..after that...went to JJ to have lunch with 3 frens...KC wanted to eat KFC,xinni wanna eat food court while me and jenn wanna eat both KFC and food court...LOL! so,we eat KFC 1st while xinni is looking at us as she dont want to eat kfc..after that,we went to food court and order fried rice and this time,kc see us eat..after that,didnt plan to walk anymore and went to car park to take car..while walking,realised that i lost my car key...i remembered tat the last time i hold my car key is at KFC,so i went to KFC to look for it...luckily the KFC's employee did help me keep the car key..luckily i found back the car key if not,i will be slain from my dad..

14th August - after class at 1.30pm,at the very last minute we made a decision to watch movie at TS bcoz KC was emo-ing without any reason..so me and jenn have to "tham" him back...during the journey to TS,KC doesnt speak anything at all but he does sing..when we reach ts,we bought 2.30pm tickets for the movie name "On His Majesty Secret Service" starring by Louis Koo..we have around 30 minutes of time to get our lunch..so,we quickly stop by at duno wat name de restaurant...quickly finish the food and quickly rush to buy drinks and get in the cinema...tat time was around 2.38pm..after we sit down for juz few seconds,the movie started...real ngam..tat movie overall is very funny as the whole cinema can hear KC's laughing sound..few drops of his saliva landed at my hand as well..the movie is funny but a lil bit too childish...luckily the funny scene could help cover tat childish scene..i'll rate this movie for 7 / 10..after the movie,KC was delightful and he probably forget tat he's emoing...after the movie,went back home...raining + jam,reach home around 5pm++..

15th August - wake up early in the morning bcoz it's coco day and i participated for the swimming competition..reach there cun cun 9am and quickly get changed..participate in 2 events..for the 1st event,there should be 7 people to but it turned up to be only 3 ppl at the pool..get 2nd placing for the 1st event..while the 2nd event,there's full 7 people and i get 5th place...too over confident with myself edi,cant believe there's pro...after finish my 2 events,get shower and wait for very very long for the others to finish their events as we dun allowed to leave earlier as they had our id card..at the end of the event,they announce who's the winner by choosing the fastest time...and it's definitely not me..there's only medal for 1st-3rd ranking..im the 7th ranked...after finish everything,it's around 11am ++ and we're allowed to go home..straight went back home and sleep like no 2moro..

and tat's all for my college week...
before it comes to the end,i would like u all to met my dog which is brought back by my brother from Ukraine..and it's been living with us since the day i moved in...his name is Bobby (Bob) and
it's a Shar Pei breed...here's some picture of it..
































tat's it and nitez =)
3.32am

jason ohh jason~

10th of August - Monday - 12.50am

piece of advise from me,do not read this week blog as im lack of idea wat to write..

August 4 - get 27 for my ME coursework while the others were all above 30+...there's no rights for me to envy them as i didnt put much effort on it...maybe this 27 doesnt deserves me at all...

August 5 - even the easiest ME oso i get 27/40,wat can i hope from my BMS coursework? and i blanked a 12 marks question,i shud know that there will be no surprise this time..i get 22 1/2 marks for it...the passing mark is 25,tat means i fail for my coursework...tat's not the thing i mad of..the thing tat i mad of is my lazyness dragged me to fail..why i say so? it's because i didnt write the description for X and Y axis at graph....if i did write,i wont fail..totally deserves me right..tai sei la u jason! but there's still a chance for me to pass BMS which is do the correction and pass it up back to my tutor..

August 6 - today after class,went to genting klang to have our lunch at cannes tea house...the reason why i went there is bcoz i watched 1 tv programme bout they bring us around the KL to find delicious food...quite worth it as the food and environment is quite ok...but i wasn't relax during tat time as i parked at an illegal parking...scare kena "roasted beef" ( saman )...i will rate it for 8 out of 10...

August 7 - it's my presentation day for HE about Rukun Tetangga..im half prepared for it as i did do a lil notes for it but i couldnt memorize...so,bring the whole notes while presenting...actually i have to say quite alot thing..but i cut it off and my bm is quite fluent...so,it only took me few minutes to present....after finish the presentation,relieved a lil bit as the presentation is juz like a burden for me..after finish class,went to JJ's Mcd to have our lunch...

August 8 - at afternoon me and my frens planned to watch movie but couldnt book ticket..so during night,we went straight to brem mall to check whether there's any ticket but there's none left...den went to another place which is Kepong JJ and it's the same result...ended up to drink at a mamak stall at wangsa maju and went to CC for a while...

August 9 - it's Jennifer's 18th birthday....went to celebrate it at Brem Mall's Wong Kok Char Chan Teng...we got free 1 big jug of drinks because there's a birthday special...after that,we sang birthday song and she cut the cakes and went to my house to continue the celebration...

tat's all i can write,received call from my bro...on duty again...

To : Jennifer - HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!

bye~

1.28am

deadly week

1st August - Saturday - 9.33pm

28th July - today is the day that i will present my roleplay during my english tutorial class....to say the truth,im not well prepared as im over confident with my it...i prepared the whole script by myself to avoid having a long discussion with my mates..during the role play,i didnt expect that i'll nervous till i forget my own dialogue..in the end,i ruined it and i'm ready to accept some bad comments about it...i felt very very sorry to my mates..after my english tutorial class eded,went straight to ME tutorial class...we had our coursework(test) during the tutorial class and yet,i ruined it again..tat time,i was very freaking pissed off bcoz didnt well prepare for it..after ME tutorial class,we have half hour of break before our IA tutorial class started..walk around at canteen 1 till the time start..when we entered our class,our tutor asked us to sit with our respective group as we had to do presentation for our assignment..the presentation does not affected everyone as it's simple..after i ruined my both role play and coursework,i ask myself not to ruin it again and luckily i didnt ruin it..

29th July-today is the bms coursework...before that,we have 2 hours of break before it started...so i requested for help from my fren to teach me bms..we find a place to sit which is around the swimming pool area..on that day,i have swimming lesson as well..i was on the afternoon session and i'm watching the morning session student learning..wat is attracting is tat,there's something about the swimming lesson..the instructor is holding a stopwatch and recording something..i knew tat it's related to participation for the swimming competition on coco-day..they sure will choose the fastest person to join it..so,i planned not to swim so fast during my noon session..it wasted me around 45 minutes and i have an hour left to study BMS..my fren taught me alot but the time wasn't enought for her to teach me more..when the time almost reach 12,we went to BMS class and once we reached there,the exam starts...however,i ruined my BMS coursework once again..i left out a 12 marks question bcoz i dunno how to do tat part..tat part was the only part tat she does not have enuf time to teach me..i felt so f**ked up bcoz i wasted my time to watch the swimming lesson..and seriously,i didnt blame her tat she didnt teach me tat part...in fact,i wan to thx her for helping me out..wat i need now is blessing from the god...after finish my tutorial class,they went for their coco lesson which is table tennis tat starts at 2..while i have to wait for an hour for my swimming lesson..at 3,i get myself changed into my swimming attire..den,we do wat tat i already expected earlier which is 25m swim with 4 different style and record down the time taken for us to swim...while im swmming,i try my best to slow down as i dun wan to be chosen to join competition..at the end of the lesson,the instructor tell us tat he will choose around 5.6 people to join the competition..den,he called out the name..after he called out about 5 people,i was relieved as i didnt heard my name..den suddenly i heard my name which is the last person to be called..i couldn't believe it and i asked him to repeat it and it's really my name...tat time i'm really exhausted and my stress feeling is back again..have to participate at 2 events..

30th July-today's class is from 8-11 which is just lecture...so,we already planned to go sing k at 4pm...the remaining from 11-3,i bring 3 of my fren come my house since there's 2 of them havent visit my new house...besides that,my house can sing k as well...so tat means,they can warm up 1st XD..den around 2pm++,we're ready to move...reach there around 3pm++ and go to lowyat's red box...den,started to sing lor..we actually gonna sing from 4-7pm...den around 6.30pm,i tell my fren..."faster pick the song tat u wanna sing lor,gonna end soon..." den he replied me "man man lai,still alot time ma..6.30 oni,we already extend it to 9pm" i terus zha dao..
den at 9pm..we straight went back home..since i already moved,so i cant tumpang their car from wangsa maju to sri gombak as the car it's already full...so,they sit lrt to wangsa maju while i stop at terminal putra..i already called my bro to fetch me at terminal putra,while waiting for my bro..buy potato chips to eat..hehe...

31st July-today,after class at 1.30pm..bring 2 of my fren come my house do assignment...do till around 6pm den fetch them back..nothing special...

1st August-today sleep till late late,around 1pm++,suddenly got ppl call me and said wanna come my house again for the assignment as havent complete...and yesterday nite before i sleep,she said tat today she couldnt make it to my house 2day for assignment but now,she said she come...not only her,she's with a bunch of fren...after we done our assignment at 6pm++,let them sing k for a while...to say the truth,kc's voice is seriously...gonna break my house XD

and tat's all i can say rite now..whole world is rushing me to yumcha..BYE!

10.15pm

when stress meets tired =|

26th July - Sunday - 2.36am

hi again..quite long din update...wat to do? no internet connection ma
so,wat happen for the past few weeks? erm,oni can be explain if i have more than 3 hours of time
but now,i only have 20 minutes of time as im at my fren house online (zy) and my bro is coming to fetch me in 20 minutes..1stly,i would like to say..im freaking tired with the college life as i didnt drive to college anymore..go by bus + lrt + walk,tats for the tired part...while the stress part is about,beginning with next week..i have to do 2 presentation and 2 coursework,tats for the stress..
on the 28th,i have coursework for ME and presentation for IA and roleplay for the english...as for 29th,i have coursework for BMS...tats all,bro reach edi...bb

2.45am

lalalala~

3th of July 2009 - Friday - 2.20pm

yoyo~it's been a long time since the last time i updated my blog..
some of u might know that i already moved and now,my new house doesn't have any internet connection...so,cant online lor...sad!not juz tat,the day tat i move is the day tat my hp is dead/spoil! my new home does not far away from my old 1..juz few km away...so,u can ask me out for yumcha as im really really really bored.Now,im at the college library using my laptop to online..too bad cant on msn,only can surf internet...wat im doing at library? discussion for assignment lor,4 of my fren were discussing while im blogging here,muahahhaha! bad me,but seriously..i cant contribute at all as im lack of idea and im blur...all i can do is,become the typist for the team...=(
haih,bored...k la,tats all
and btw,the only way to contact me is call my digi number..bye bye~

2.31pm

ignore the title ==

24th June 2009 - 12.13am

i'm really clueless about wat to write at my blog already as everyday is same for me..
it happens again and again and again...no new thing =(
juz to say that,the 4th week of my college is quite busy as everything came to me at the same time..i have to rush assignment as tis week is the deadline for it and yesterday (23th June) is the test for M.E. , and etc etc...no better words to describe it other than very very very busy..
and yet,i got sick at the same time....summore hor,dunno which day while im driving...got an asshole son of a bitch fed me up..the story is like tis....i was heading straight but i'm at a wrong lane which the lane is for those who wants to turn right..so,i put signal to the left to get back to the lane tat i supposed to be..my car's head is already half out and im ready to turn edi...den suddenly got 1 motorist drive so fastly tat nearly bang my car...summore tat fella still wan show me middle finger when he's ahead me..tat time i freaking dulan edi,i edi aim tat motor edi...den the motorist stop-by at front which is few metres away...so,i opened my window...passby him and he looked at me...i terus shout "FUCK U LA SOHAI" along with my middle finger...it's already a fortune for him because i didnt drive 120km/h and bang him..

tats all i guess ==
and 1 more thing,BMS is killing me!

12.29am

Jason's Terrible Week - Week 3

15th June 2009,Monday - 3.05am

cant think of any better title..and seriously,i forget wat happened for the whole last week..
so,i only type out wat i remember..

On the 9th of June....shit,wat happened? forget it!

On the 10th of June...it's the beginning week for coco activities...on tat day,we (kc,jenn,zy and me) had to go by public transport bcoz my mom have to use the car...so,we leave at 7.30pm and wait for the public transport...if im not mistaken,i never use the public transport since the day i had my license...on that day at the lrt station,i was kinda shocked bcoz the rules got abit changes but i duno how to explain wat it changed...as long as it's complicated and making things more worst...forget bout wat it changed...back to wat i supposed to continue...ok,we sit lrt to tmn.melati and had about errr...0.5km walk to tarc...reach there around 8.20am and our class starts at 8.30am..shud be nothing happen from 8.30am-1.30pm(i guess)..after class at 1.30,i had to break up with jenn and kc as their table-tennis starts at 2pm-4pm while my swimming starts at 3pm-5pm...so,tat 1 1/2 hour of time tat i have,i went back home to claim car from my mom...after i have my car,went straight back to college and reach there around 2.45pm...still have 15 mins left,sit at clubhouse till time starts....when the time reached 3pm,there's a guy asking us to give them the coco's paper and our ID card to get our locker...after i get my locker,i quickly get changed and wait at the pool...while waiting,there's a guy request to share locker with me as he didnt bring his id card,so he dun have locker...since my things not really took alot of places,decided to share with him...as im alone at the coco activities,decided to make new frens so that i wont get bored...the 1st 1 who i get to know is the guy who share the locker with me,hehe..his name is kai ming(if im not mistaken),from duno wat mechanical engineering(if im not mistaken oso)...den the 2nd person is oso a guy which i started conversation 1st...his name is...forget == and he's from quantitative survey...both of them oso dunno swimming...at around 3.15pm,our swimming instructor came and lectured us under the hot sun for around 10 mins...den we jog around the pool for 2 rounds and do some stretching...after tat,the instructor ask us to get in the water...den the coach ask those who knows how 2 swim to go at the other side of pool to learn sumthing more advance while the others have to learn the basics of swimming...although i know how 2 swim,but i didnt go to the know how 2 swim category....so,i stay and learn basics at there till 5pm == after finish the swimming class,went for bath and meet jenn,jy and kc at the clubhouse as they were waiting for me to go back together...

On the 11th of June....started to feel pain at the hands and legs as i too long never do any sports....tat day is only lecture from 8am-11am....so after lecture....straight go home...den sleep...after wake up..go out till 8pm+ and start doing assignment till 3am

On the 12th of June....have to show the tutor wat i did for the assignment...after showing wat i did,the tutor allow us to leave the class as we done wat we shud..den went to library to sit till around 10++ and went to lecture at 11...tat day,im really really really tired..planned to sleep during lecture but den...tat jenn wanna sit at the front row(the most,most front..infront of lecturer)...how can i sleep? no idea lor,had to open eyes till the lecture end...after tat,forget wat happen edi...haih..

On the 13th of June...no college but on tat day there's a bbq party at xinni house during night...have massive of laughter there and kinda enjoyed...here's the only grouped picture i have

tat's all~
cant memorise much
-3.55am-

Life In College - Week 2

8th June 2009 -Monday- 12.09am

it's already been 6 months since the end of the greatest examination in secondary school which is SPM...and now,it's time again for me refresh my mind and accepting new subjects and environment at TARC..

On the 29th Of May,the arrangement of the tutorial group is done...and i was based in Group 1..together with me is KC and Jennifer which is already expected because i already requested earlier..so,the timetable for my group is quite 'not bad' as there were no break for more than 2 hours until the next class...and there's no class on monday

On the 2nd of June,there's lecture which begin at 10am but on earlier,my fren told me that the lecture and tutorial for IA ( Introduction to Accounting )has been canceled... so...on that day,we juz need to enter tutorial class for english and ME which ends at 3.30pm...on tat day,our class supposely end at 5.30pm but the tutorial class cancelled,so end earlier..at the english class,our tutor asked us to introduce ourself infront of the class which consist of around 31 students..because there were no volunteer to 1st introduce themself,the tutor randomly picked KC who sat juz beside me...so there he goes,go to the front of the class..introduce himself and another thing requested by the tutor which is the principal of life...after he finished his speeching,the tutor ask him to randomly picked a person to be the 2nd person...and yeah,he picked me but my soul wasn't there and duno wat happen till everyone looked at me..i said 'har?' , and the tutor said 'yes,u...come here and introduce urself'...i was like 'wadahell,i havent think out my principal of life yet leh' but still,i had to go to the front of the class and start introduce myself...i walked from my seats to the front of the class,once i reach the front,i stopped and turned myself to everyone...the 1st thing tat come out from my mouth 'waaaa'...5 seconds later,start introducing myself den principal of life...i remember that i said 'my principal of life is,i wouldn't force myself to do something that i couldn't do but i will at least try' den the tutor said 'tat means,u're a happy go lucky person la?' and i replied 'can say so la,hehe' den i shook my head and smile to the tutor and said 'tat's all'....den i quickly return to my seat and cincai point my finger at someone to be the next victim..XD
den,the tutor ask us to finish an essay in 30 minutes time...the topic is free and i wrote about wat happen during my english class not long ago..the contain of the essay is the principal of life which i was trying to think before i was picked to introduce myself...but at last oso didnt say tat...=/
den,the english class ended and we straight go to another block for ME class...during the ME class,nothing interesting happen..juz i was once again to be picked to write my answer for my tutorial homework...sienzzzz

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-to be continued- (go out eat supper with pingwei-1.07am)
2.54am - back from supper with pingwei -going out that time saw a guy which looks like serial rapist,all girls must becareful..especially 'you'-
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On the 3rd of June,my class started with english tutorial at 8.30am-10am...cant remind wat happen during the class,forget it....after english class at 10am,the next class is bm which started at 10am..me,kc,jenn quickly rush to another block for it...and yet,we dun have the map with us as jenn's map is not with her and i didnt bring mine as well while kc couldn't find his...so we walk with no direction till kc found his map == after 10++minutes of walk..finally we reached the destination,but before we enter the class,we met our classmates and they told us if our bm get credit in spm,den we automatically exempted from bm..den we have around 2 hours of break before our next class which is at 12pm...so,we went 'lepak' around at the college and stop at canteen 2 for toilet...while kc and jenn went to toilet,i stand at outside waiting for them...after they came out..we planned to 'lepak' at library...after few steps away from the canteen 2's toilet,i heard someone calling me at the back..so i stopped and look behind,it's bell calling me and i was kinda shocked...i almost forget wat we talked about at the 1 minute of conversation and how we end the conversation?i oso not very sure..den continue with our plan,go to library...around 11+ we leave the library and walk to the other block for the next class at 12pm and ended at 1.30pm

On the 4th of June,there's nothing bout tat day as it's only lecture for 2 subjects at 8am-10am and 10am-11am..den go back home...cant remind wat happen (memory leakage..poor me)

On the 5th of June(wah,this day kao lat la i tell u),refer back to 2nd of June...today is the replacement for both lecture and tutorial for IA...so,we have to stayed at college till 7pm...
on that day,our class started at 9.30am till 11am den lecture from 11am-1pm...supposely can back at 1pm,but got tutorial class replacement from 2pm-3.30pm and lecture from 5pm-7pm..
during the tutorial class..me and jenn finally witnessed the 'keganasan' of Ms.Lim Hooi Hoon,our IA tutor and oso lecturer...coz we didnt finish our homework,although she didnt or maybe haven't started to scream at us,but her 'no next time' these 3 words really horrible...after the tutorial..we have around 1 1/2 hour of break before the lecture start...so we 1st went to library to do homework,after finish our homework..still got around 1 hour left,so we went to canteen 2 for some food...coz tarc's canteen food is well-known for its 'cannot eat' food,i sms-ed bell and asked her 'which stall she recommended the most' and she reply 'chicken rice'..so i go try the chicken rice there lor..let me explain the appearance of the chicken rice,the rice is white rice..abit unacceptable bcoz i used to eat chicken rice's rice(swt? i mean the kinda yellowish tat kind of rice)..ok,the chicken....the chicken doesn't look like a chicken,even the taste oso...it's more to 'char siew'(pork) to me...== on tat moment,i started to realise that...my secondary school canteen's food is better than tarc...LOL! cant finish the rice,only can finish the so called chicken but also secara 'kak ngang' ==
after tat,went to lecture class till 7pm..fueh~tired dao!

later no class..
but still,have work to do =/
so..got to go now~
nitez and sweet dream =)

3.42am

lecture begins!

27th May 2009 - Wednesday - 2.21am

yesterday was my 1st ever lecture in my college life
there's two lectures 2day which is HE (Hubungan Etnik) & ME (Microeconomics)
HE starts at 8am-9am while ME is from 9am-11am
but duno wat happen,the HE lecturer didnt show up..so for the whole hour,we chat..
oh yeah,im sitting with jennifer and xinni...and timothy as well
at 9am,the ME lecturer reached our hall and the lecture started..
the lecturer is Ms.You Hui Li (if im not mistaken),quite attractive but her jokes really 'cold'
since i have some basics about economics during secondary school,at least i get wat she says as i can surely guarantee 60% of the students in that hall were totally blur...
the lecture ended at around 10.35am
den,xinni said that she have sumthing to do at the library and she have to wait her fren which havent released from another lecture..jennifer and i 'tak sampai hati' dump her alone at there..
so,we wait...wat we're waiting for? nothing actually,juz wait sumthing to happen..
and yeah,the moment came when we saw eric show up and we asked him to accompany xinni =)
so,jennifer and i headed straight to the parking lot and drive back home..
during our journey home,surprisingly..she didnt speak anything and for sure im not used to it
and also,im not having those guts to start conversation with her..so,we shut up from tarc>sri gombak XD..

aiya,later still nid to wake up and attend the lecture at 10am..and yet im still at this bloody page typing things...can't go to sleep,wat to do? wat to do?! =(
k la,gtg....have to lay on bed till i fall asleep

Nitez&Sweet Dream =)
-2.44am-

Orientation Week - 18th-22nd May

25th of May 2009 - Monday - 3.02am

well,it's already been 1 week since my college orientation day
maybe it's already lil bit too late to write bout it..but still,i INSIST! =p
and yeah,i'll make it as simple as i could coz my english 'tak boleh pakai edi'

On 18th of May there's an orientation day for the new TARC-ian student for the year 09/10
i'm from the SBS ( School of Business Studies ) which will begin at 2pm
since i have the parking sticker ( permit to park inside the college ) , so i had to drive on that day
as it is super-duper difficult to find a parking outside college..
on that day,i had to fetch zy,kc,and jennifer..started to move at 1.10pm and reach there around 1.30pm...
before entering the main entrance of the college,saw alot of people there...probably they juz ended they orientation that time...and we saw alot of people wearing Tarc's shirt and we couldn't figure it out how they get it..so,we ignore it...once we entered TARC,those scenes were like
Fast&Furious-Tokyo Drift scenes when Sean and Twink entered the basement of the parking lot where there's alot of hot babes..after that,i parked my car and meet with the others..
den we had a quite long queue to enter the hall...they provided us an orientation kit,and tarc's shirt and we are supposed to wear it before entering the hall...i was like "wadaheaven,u got to be kidding me" but still,i changed it and they gave us XL size as there were no more small size ==
and yeah,jennifer had to split up with us as boys and girls have to sit at different row and that mean she's alone XD pity her....while im sitting with patrick,kc,kb,and zy
around 2pm,the orientation starts..and the MC show us some video about activities at TARC which is for the freshman ( for us ). The part that i remember the most is when they're playingthe video about college hostel.In the video,there's a tarcian girl which stayed at the hostel introduce the hostel to us about the environment,facilities and so on...the ending of the video is the funniest as the girl said "TAR College hostel is the best" den 1 of my fren,kb said in cantonese "wah,so fake la her" (quite loud) and the front and back row of us is laughing...
den there's another video about the canteen when there's student is trying to praise the canteen..he said "the food is good and delicious,it is the best!" and everyone inside the hall is laughing...den around 3pm,the VIP's arrived at our college to give some speech..among the VIP's,the person i remember the most is Datuk Seri Ong Ka Ting..around 5pm,the end of orientation and surprisingly,jennifer got to know a new friend XD.Then, we went to genting klang for some drinks...den go back home around 6pm..

On the 19th of May,went to college again..this time,duno about what...entered a lecture hall and do some activities and talks bout college thingy...almost no memory bout wat happened on that day...skip~

On the 20th of May.....yeah,i ponteng-ed that day...exactly nothing to talk bout it

On the 21st of May,not much thing to talk...went to college as it is so called "COMPULSORY"..
entered the lecture hall...it's about teaching us the study skills...from 10am-12pm and 2pm-4pm
didnt regret as i happened to gain some knowledge and laughter as well...XD
at 12pm,we have 2 hours of break and we decided to go JJ at nearby to had our lunch there...
if some of u guys know more bout me,u shud know that i happened to work at JJ before..
and after few months didnt see 'her',finally saw 'her' on tat day and lucky im able to run from it XD...den had our lunch at mcd,went back to college at 1.45pm..enter the lecture hall again 2pm and get to survived till 4pm...straight went back to home...reach home around 5pm

On the 22nd of May,went to college to make student ID..after that,went to sing k with 3 frens which is kc,zy and jennifer...reached TS at 10.30am den neway is fully booked and we went to sg.wang's green box...begin at 11am and ended at 2pm...this time,i finally witnessed the insane singer i ever met,it's KC! really 3 hours of violent soundwave == after sing k,went straight to home..reach home at 3pm

that is all for the whole orientation week..
nitez and sweet dream..=)

4.12am

tired,tired,tired!

4th May 2009 - Monday
11.58pm

let's make it simple shall we ?

-resigned on 30th April
-planned for an outing with friends on 4th May (today)
-woke up at 9.12am (definitely late if didn't received morning msg)
-quickly prepare
-went out at 10.18am
-fetch 3 frens ( jenn,jy,and kb)
-meet another gang of frens in another car (eric,hy,and xinni)
-reach BSN at 10.38am
-BSN run out of SSPN form,went to maybank which is around the corner
-took the form from maybank and head straight to our destination,1U
-reached 1U at around 11.20++
-had our breakfast/lunch first at Wong Kok's Restaurant ( Wong Kok Char Chan Teng)
-meanwhile,another fren ( chee en ) met us at there as he juz finished his class
-finish everything at 1.15pm
-begin our 5 hours of nonstop shopping
-and of course,the guys with the guys and the girls with the girls
-manage to shop for 2 clothes only,cant find bag tat suits me..=(
-contact with the girls around 3pm
-some insist to continue while the others planned to sing k
-so,the group break up again
-kb,chee en,xinni = sing k
-jenn,jy,hy,eric,me = shopping
-after we almost finish explore 1U,meet up with them at neway
-5.45 meet up with them at neway
-plan to sing k till 7
-due to there's an unexplainable things happen,had to leave neway at 6
-leave 1U at 6.20pm and head to Kepong for dinner
-reach there at 6.45pm
-steamboat is our dinner
-thx to our planner,after our dinner at 8.10pm..go for desserts at nearby
-after desserts at 8.45pm,back home luu
-fetch 1 by 1 back home..reach my house at 9.30pm
-after bath 10pm
-online 10.10pm
-since there's nothing to do,lay 0n bed at 11pm
-cant sleep..leg super "shuin" ( kebas )
-11.20pm..received a news from fren,feel sad for her
-till now..thx to my leg...still not sleepy ==

1.00am

20th March 2009 - The 7th Day =/

yea..it's already 7th day...still not a single word...what happened?!
i can't stand it already...decided to start conversation with her once she online..
and she did online..so,i start the conversation with a simple 'hi lol' and she replied 'hi'...
the end of our conversation....sad =(

11.21pm

=/

19th March 2009 - The 6th Day

it's been already 6 days we didnt chat,i'm so bored..not used to it..
wondering,when will this end?

11.10pm

i forgived you ==

15th March 2009 - 11.35pm

today wake up at 10.30am go edu fair at KLCC with ezon and his frens...
reach there around 11++ and do wat i suppose to do at there till 1pm++
since it's still early,decided to watch movie but havent confirm...while ezon is asking me whether wanna watch or not,i received a phone call from my fren,asking me whether wanna watch movie or not....while talking,ezon asked me again and i didnt answer him as i was on the phone...so he tot i agreed...at the same time,i agreed to watch movie with my frens at Times Square...

after i end the conversation with my fren...ezon told me that he bought the movie tix for me..
i oso terus ._.|| and i tell him that i edi agree to watch movie with my fren...
but still i didnt follow ezon to watch movie with them and i paid for the tix...wat to do,my bad...
den from KLCC..i go TS meet my frens...once i reach there,meet my frens at the chicken rice shop...they were zy,kh,and jennifer...den i take car key from my fren as i was carrying a plastic of brochure from tat edu fair...den i ask where he parked his car...den jennifer answered B3...go till parking lot there...didnt saw his car,no idea lor...walk whole parking lot XD...walk about 10 minutes at the parking lot,finally found his car...it was at level 'B3' and 'F14' area...walk sei me ==

den go meet them again at the chicken rice shop....tell them wat happen...jennifer said sorry but i pretended didnt listen to her...den,we leave tat chicken rice shop and still got 1 hour left for the movie to start...so,go walk walk lor...she walks with zy and kh...i walk behind them....den suddenly she slow down her steps and said sorry bout yesterday and again,pretended not to listen to her and acted angry XD....den we go drink at old town while waiting the movie to start...she talk to me and i didnt reply her...hehe...den around 4.30,we head staright to the cinema...watched 'Race to the Witch Mountain'...tat movie,ok ok la...

tat's it i wanna type for today...juz wanna say,i already forgive u la 'ba tou lui'...
11.54pm

my first time

15th March,2009 . 1.03a.m . Cloudy -

finally i created this blog! XD
thx to patrick for some guide to create this blog..
why i created this blog?
it's because i dun have a punching bag..
there's no other way for me to express out my feeling other than typing..
so,comes an idea of creating this blog and here i am!
since im new here and not used to it,i guess i'll have to start my blog with my daily's routine..

yesterday(saturday) went to work at 9am as usual at selayang..luckily it was saturday as i only work for half day only till 12.30pm...met alot of "ma fan" customer,and i get scolded by customer tim! it's totally none of my business as it was the celcom's server fault and i get scolded for nothing! super "bo song" and "mm dai"...but i still talk nicely with the customer as i'm still new there...in the end,thx to sunny(my female colleague) help me with it...

it was already 12.30pm...my mom come fetch me at work place but not going back home yet...go look for house as i'm moving soon...place yet to be confirm..around 1.30pm oni reach home...quickly go bath and eat...den online till around 3pm,go sleep....sleep not even an hour,my mom wake me up,go see house again...but this time was with my dad...i was like "WTF?!" coz im really sleepy and my mood was bad...once i get in the car,and my dad started to scold me about my spm result..as usual lor,dun wan listen wat he say as his words were not good to listen...
den back home again at 6pm...watch movie + online as i cannot sleep again...

around 10pm...i was chatting with group of frens at msn about going to TARC open day on sunday...yea,this is the part that makes me fed up with them(some but not all)..it was a long story and i'll jump it to the part tat i dislike the most....when i'm asking whether he's going to tat open day or not ( i marked tat guy as A ) and he replied me if she got go den he'll go ( i marked tat girl as B ) ...yea,it's not the first time he said that...the thing tat i don't understand is...WHY THE HELL THAT 'A' COULD NOT MAKE HIS OWN DECISION AND MUST FOLLOW 'B' ??
i was totally pissed off and ignore the whole conversation....as i didnt reply any msg from them for a while,suddenly i explain something to them...tat 'B' straight shoot me with some words...and it's the end of the conversation and i was totally pissed off that time..

phewwww....tat's it for today i guess =/
2.03am