26th June - Breathless

it's week 6 of the college life..
it's the beginning of the miserable life..
everything started to rush by..
courseworks, assignment , test , presentation...
continuously for 5 weeks..
i could bear the stress,
i could bear the tiredness,
i could bear everything,
but not the blame..
im already very tired,
please do understand me..
im also human,
i have feelings as well..
im really really really tired..
the college thing is really killing me already..
please leave me alone...
i couldnt hold it any longer...
i really need to concentrate more on my studies..
i dun wanna fail,after all i've been go through...
i realise what is more important to me...
i dun wanna see disappointment in my parent's face..
i dun wanna be mocked anymore...
i know i can do better,but it's all depends on how i take it..

18th June - Toy story 3 =)

today my class started at 8am,unfortunately..im late for class again today...
i couldnt sleep well that night...ended up in waking up 830am and quickly rush to college..
i reached college at 9am and of coz,i late for an hour...i was really embarassed at the moment when im walking in to my seats at the classsroom..everyone is looking at me,and of coz...everyone did laugh and said that "what time already?"...
i quickly get into my seats and im glad that my tutor doesnt mad at me..=D
my tutor did joke with me as well...he asked me izit the reason im late is all bcoz i watch football last night? i laugh and replied no...den,i was asked to do a simple question....i have no idea how to do seriously...and i tell teacher that it's impossible....but since the tutor said it's easy,i do as he requested...of coz not with my capabilities,from the help of my babi fren of coz :P
the class ended shortly after that,i sat in the class for less than 30 minutes only...hehe

*skip some unnecessary part*


i bought 4 tickets to watch Toy Story 3 with my friends which is Vickie,Lisa and Jess...
it was the 1st time for lisa and jess to meet vickie...during half way of my lecture,lisa called me and said tat she cant enter the college without the id...so,i went out and fetch them in to the college and dump them at canteen 2 to let them visit the college..and i proceed straight back to the lecture..my lecture was supposed to end at 230pm but i left early bcoz i bought the tickets at 230pm...we didnt go far,we only went to Wangsa Walk Mall to watch it...at first,i thought that i wouldnt enjoy the movie much as the cinema was full with malays,not even a single chinese other than we 4...but,it's opposite...in the end,i enjoyed the movie very very much...thank god they know how to laugh! the movie was much more funnier compare to Toy Story 1 and 2....Toy Story 3 is seriously different from the reviews from the newspaper and etc...it's totally much more funnier,much more dramatic,much more story line,and much more emotional...i seriously gonna cry in the ending part,it's seriously very touching....the reason why i'm touched is because,maybe i understand how does the character feel like...
we're all grown kids,and we're adults now...everyone do have their childish moment....sometimes,i even laugh at my ownself for wat i did during the past...
tis movie seriously worth to watch...funny and touching as well...i'll rate it 9.5/10...

12th June

pembaca sekalian, =D
hi...it's 447am in Malaysia,and it's around 6.50am Saturday in Australia...
tat si babi Ms.V already go to trip at Australia for 4 days already...
dunno tat stupid having fun at there or not...
and most importantly..dunno she will remember to bring souvenir back or not :P
she went to Australia on wednesday..tat means she absent the class for 2 days,exlude the lecture..
and i wanna tell her that,i still can so happy without her in the class la...hahahahaha...=P
paiseh la,din reply ur message on the day tat u depart...u know why i didnt reply? it's bcoz the time is 4am something edi,u expect me to reply ar? dream on la si babi.. :P
ok,dun wan talk about tat babi edi..
let's talk about Ms.PV
she's going to Redang Island today,later i guess....
so good le they all..can go for a trip...
i expect some souvenir from Ms.PV oso...
but i dun hope much,even some sand from Redang is enough i guess..
nothing much to say,buai

1st June 2010 - Rumors

recently,there's a rumor in the class that attracts the attention of everyone..
the rumors is about,the relationship im having with ms.V...
everyone in the class though that im in relationship with her..
the reason why they think so is because,
im quite close with her recently..
i sat with her,
lunch with her,
and walk together..
couldnt blame them as we were really quite intimate in this few days..XD
so,i would like to clarify that..
we are actually juz friends,
or maybe to say that,im more close to her...=P
there's been alot of question that i've been received from them about us..
so,stop misunderstanding arr...=D
as wat ms.V said...she oso nid to find bf de le...so,better to keep her name clean..
and of coz,i oso nid to find gf as well de le..=X

refer to ms.V's blog

26th May - hi

didnt update my blog for 3 weeks long edi...
i have no idea wat to write...
it must be my "sickness" is getting better and to be cured soon..
great,i love it...
i can see changes in me...
so do others,they like my changes...
the changes that they mean is..
i have a smile on my face,
i looked more active,
im talkative compare to last time,
and...no more emo at all..heeeee =P
all i wanna say is,im leading a good life..
im happy with it...
im happy with wat i have,
friends,
life,
and strength..=)
i thought i'll have miserable life for a long period of time..
but,it all ended up faster than i thought..
it's all thanks to my friends...
they enlighten me,they bring joy to my life,and they coloured my life...
it's everything in black and white before i met them...
i probably wouldn't get through all these without their guide and support...
i really sincerely thanks them...i love em all~ =)
nitez...

8th May 2010 - now i have the mood to blog again

the reason why i didnt update my blog recently is not bcoz im busy or i didnt know what to update,it's because im lazy...
usually,i blog whenever im moody..
i express it all out through words..
so,recently i didnt update my blogs..
tat means im doing quite fine recently..
good thing for me =D
and..
im updating my blog now,
doesnt mean im moody right now..
the reason why i update my blog now is because..
wanna tell some ppl tat IM NOT DEAD YET! =D
im still doing fine,juz wanna share something that i did for the whole week..
last week friday,i went work with friend for just a day as a streamyx promoter..
based on my experience of working,im supposed to be assigned to work at 1u..
but because of my stubborness, i went to carrefour in some place that is far away from the city with my old friend..=D
at there,im not really working..im just wasting my time there...rather than rotting at home..
at the same time,while im working..
i received a sms from fren telling that they're moving to melaka that night..
the night before that,i told them that i'll give my answer about that on tat day,
as i need permission from parents as well..
early in the morning before i out to work,my mom approved my permit..
in the noon,they told me that they're moving at 9pm...but my work shud be end at 10pm..
so,i ask them to wait for me if they can...but they didnt..
nvm,i drive my own car,4 of my friends follow me..2 guys and 2 girls...
luckily,some miracle thing happen and i get to end my work quickly...
at around 11pm,we moved from sri gombak to melaka...
tat was my 1st time to drive tat far..during the journey,we had a great time at the car....thanks to my friend for keeping me awake throughout the whole journey..
we sang,we dance,we laugh,we tell stories,we shout and we enjoyed!
that's the best part for me in that melaka trip..it's always the best..
i drive slowly,and we reach our destination around 2 and half hours later...
once i reach there,i put down my bags and greet with my friend's grandma as we gonna stay at there for the next few days..
den,i found a spot that is comfortable for me to sit and rest my head at the table..
im really really tired,especially my neck...
den from behind,there's some1 helping me to massage my neck..
i was shock tat time,i dunno it was who..
till i look behind and it was my fren (lisa)..
i wouldnt deny to have massage at tat time as im really really needed it..
i continue and rest my head while she massaging my neck...
it's really really really comfortable,i cried for it...=D
thanks lisa,really really very comfortable...
den,i quickly take a quick shower and head straight to the bed and sleep =D
to conclude the whole melaka trip..
it was fun,it was the best,i really looking forward for another trip with them..SERIOUSLY!
and that's for the 30/4~2/5 =P

next,it's about ytd...6/5
went clubbing with frens...it's been quite a long time since the last time i went to clubbing..
there's around 3-4 months i never been to clubbing already..
ytd i went...and yet....I STILL HAVE THE MOVE! =P
well,i have to admit...i did drunk at the beginning...but tat's just for 20 minutes...
because i keep drinking without moving at the dance floor,dun blame me ==
conclusion from ytd night..awesome!

lastly,today's...
went for a movie with 2 dearest fren..Lisa&Jess
bought the ticket 1 day earlier and of coz,nice seats...
we watched Ip Man 2...
Lisa thought that she might be sleeping during the movie...
but from wat i saw,she was amazed by tat movie..=P
and yeah,i was amazed by the movie as well...FANTASTIC!
after the movie,went to feeling cafe to help someone to gain some so called "feeling"...
doesnt know if she does...=P

that's all,
bye

30th April 2010 - On again?

juz back from chit chatting with 2 of my friends...ate a burger again..same place..nice!
after finish eating,bought myself a vanilla coke..woah,100% satisfaction!
after finish eating and drinking,we sat at the bench and start chit chatting...
the topic that we chat is about the malacca trip that we planned for a long time edi..
it supposed to be cancelled actually,and suddenly..the topic is hot again after someone bring it up..
the trip has been cancel for 3 times and ON for 2 times...tis is the 2nd time we ON it...and looks like it wont off again..
i actually couldn't make it to the trip as my brother also went to malacca with his frens on the same day...if i go,tat means i left my mom alone at home..i dun feel like doing so...so,i off it..as im 1 of the 3 drivers who were included in tis trip,so my decision is quite important..
after chit chatting with them,i felt that i really wish to go...but i first have to discuss it with my brother about tis...
as he doesnt have any confidence towards my driving skill..(wtf la,a year edi weih...)
so my plan is,to discuss it nicely with my brother...
after the chit chatting with frens..i went back home
once i reach home,i received a call from a fren asking me to work as a promoter 2moro...
i actually already refuse to work with him ytd,but he persuade me to go for it..
so,i decided to follow him to work 2moro...
have to wake up early again 2moro..8am ==
so,haiz...for the sake of money,have to sacrifice my sleeping time...=(