heartache,heartache..

just 2 hours ago,i took the first step to ask a girl for an outing just to watch movie...i was just trying my luck actually,didnt have any high expectation on it...so,she replied me that she have assignment to do but she didnt say no..so,i understand her situation and replied her.."it's ok,nvm" as it is already expected earlier...later she replied that "we can go if the assignment is done"...i was abit thrilled to hear that from her...so,i quickly start on the final assignment that need to be done and have to submit it next week...i've started it and do it well so far,while we chatting...she told me that there's another guy asking for the same thing last week...i suddenly felt that,the assignment that i've doing so far is very very difficult to be done...i felt that i don't understand the question after hearing that....im totally moodless..she doesnt say she cant watch with me or wat...but even she did watch with me...for sure the other guy is looking for another date with her as she went out with me...to avoid her from all these thing,i have to think for her...and i shouldnt go watch the movie with her...tat will makes her like...*i dunno how to explain*...juz tat i do not want her like in the middle of something and it's like she owing us that....no,i dun wan tat! tats what my feeling, i have to cut the conversation with her..as im really speechless,i do not know wat to say...im just,i cant continue with that assignment anymore...i can complete it by friday...but,absolutely not with the mood im having right now...i cant,i just cant...