sorry

recently,i have swinging moods...and im not sure why i have it..
but i can guess it's about the stress im having..
my friends are complaining about it..
and i can feel it myself...as im really really too over
i didnt want this..the feeling is like u're infected,and u're gonna be zombie
she says,she couldnt stand it anymore
she says,i have 2 personality
she says,she lose her confidence towards me
but..
i wanna say tat..
im sorry for everything..i really do and im sincere
i'll try my best to manage my stress
i'll change to be better,so that i can regain ur confidence to me
all i need is time and ur support

today,u'll be going for a vacation for a week..and there is difficulty to contact u
so,i shall appreciate this 7 days time to change myself and i wont disappoint u
i promise =)

the way u treated me

i've been asking myself the same question for the past 2 months..because it started about 2 months ago..days after days,she is changing...not of her personality or wat..is exactly changing her attitude towards me..some might not realise it..but i know it myself..the way she treated me is getting more cold...i'm very very very desperate to know wat is going on with her...sometimes,i cant even sleep eventhough im tired when i think about this thing,as it happen too sudden...im too tired to think about it..im frustrated,im stressed,im exhausted,and it makes me think that im hopeless too..when i dun feel like i wanna talk,u asked me to talk...the time when i really need to speak up something, and tat's the time tat u hurted me...u left too many stitches in my heart..

if this thing happen continuously,im afraid i will get crazy soon...as it really affected me alot...