it's been a month since my last post..
been busying with college courseworks thingy..
assignments,mid-term test and etc..
finally,it's all over..
i have a few days of rest before i start to prepare for the upcoming final exams which is 3 weeks away from now..
i barely can survive the mid-term test..
how bout my final exam den?
im real dead this time if im still on my last minute work..
but then,for now..i must relax as much as possible..
probably for 3 more days maybe..
as the coming days will be very harsh for me..
i can ensure that i will have sleepless night, swinging moods,and loss of appetite..
and that will lead me to be loss of weight as well..
im freaking thin already,and yet i will be even thinner this time..
nevermind,im already used to it...not the 1st time either..
i thought that i will have more to share on my blog this time..
but actually nothing much to share..
im afraid to bored the readers if i share bout my daily activities..
guess i'll just keep it myself..
well...that's all that i could share...
see ya,peeps... :)
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Friday, November 12, 2010
12th November - spend it or save it?
i've got some but not much cash in my hand now..
although i've been thinking to save it,
but my minds keep planning how to spend it..
i've think of alot of ways to spend it which is
buy new handphones,
learn dj-ing,
shop it all,
or maybe,
spend it with my love one..<3
but,
doing all these,
will just burn my cash in 3 months time...
so,i've thinking of way to "invest" it..
not the way that invest to earn interest or something..
is that invest on some things that can be learn...
some,sort of art,skills and maybe things that can help in future career?
so,the best investment that can be made is by invest on something that is in my field and interest...
being a DJ,
is wat i always dream for..
i wanna put my hands on the equipments so badly..
but,i really need to think in more detail and deep consideration about tis..
although i've been thinking to save it,
but my minds keep planning how to spend it..
i've think of alot of ways to spend it which is
buy new handphones,
learn dj-ing,
shop it all,
or maybe,
spend it with my love one..<3
but,
doing all these,
will just burn my cash in 3 months time...
so,i've thinking of way to "invest" it..
not the way that invest to earn interest or something..
is that invest on some things that can be learn...
some,sort of art,skills and maybe things that can help in future career?
so,the best investment that can be made is by invest on something that is in my field and interest...
being a DJ,
is wat i always dream for..
i wanna put my hands on the equipments so badly..
but,i really need to think in more detail and deep consideration about tis..
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Saturday, October 30, 2010
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
13th October - struggling for nothing
last week, i get to know my results for my exam..
i may looked calm and no worries a day before that..
but im actually very worried..
i didn't take my nap during the noon and play badminton during the night..
trying to make myself tired and try not to think about it..
that night,i get to sleep early..
first thing early in the morning,i went to college an hour earlier..
as there were transportation problem,i went out earlier..
went to library and saw few peoples checking their results..
and some of them even scream at the library..
i watched their happy faces,at the same time im worrying myself as well..
i think of checking my results after my class..
but i've decided to check it earlier...
once i see my result,i just couldn't accept it..
i thought that it was just a dream,and i wish to wake up quickly..
as it's really a nightmare..but then,i found that im in the reality...
the nightmares is hunting me down again..
my result is really unacceptable,it's the worst result i ever had in my life..
everyone do have limit in whatever thing they do..no matter in terms of smart and stupidity..
i do have my limit of stupidity,but this result im having..is really beyond my limit..
i couldn't react,speak nor eat right after i see that result..
it's almost the same result that im having last year..terrible..
but i manage to bring it up my result last year during my semester 2 examination..but it's really difficult to do so..
now,i have to do it all over again..much more effort to put in now..
i can't afford for another result like tis again..
i always thought that my result is improving all these time..
but now it seems like im still me..i wont improve after all..
alot of my friends also unsatisfied with their results..
i wish i can comfort them,but i cant...im not better than them..
right after that day,i felt that i no longer have interest to continue my studies..
i really do put alot of effort on this time exam..months of sleepless night..
ended up with bullshit alphabets..
i always thought that..as long as i do try my best and hardworking,then i might get good results..but now i seriously doubt it..
im really struggling right now..to achieve something that is unachievable..
i just wished that i could back to the past..
the past that i mean wasn't just back to few years ago,
but the past i mean is that right before i was borned..
i wish to stop my parents from bringing me to this world..
i may looked calm and no worries a day before that..
but im actually very worried..
i didn't take my nap during the noon and play badminton during the night..
trying to make myself tired and try not to think about it..
that night,i get to sleep early..
first thing early in the morning,i went to college an hour earlier..
as there were transportation problem,i went out earlier..
went to library and saw few peoples checking their results..
and some of them even scream at the library..
i watched their happy faces,at the same time im worrying myself as well..
i think of checking my results after my class..
but i've decided to check it earlier...
once i see my result,i just couldn't accept it..
i thought that it was just a dream,and i wish to wake up quickly..
as it's really a nightmare..but then,i found that im in the reality...
the nightmares is hunting me down again..
my result is really unacceptable,it's the worst result i ever had in my life..
everyone do have limit in whatever thing they do..no matter in terms of smart and stupidity..
i do have my limit of stupidity,but this result im having..is really beyond my limit..
i couldn't react,speak nor eat right after i see that result..
it's almost the same result that im having last year..terrible..
but i manage to bring it up my result last year during my semester 2 examination..but it's really difficult to do so..
now,i have to do it all over again..much more effort to put in now..
i can't afford for another result like tis again..
i always thought that my result is improving all these time..
but now it seems like im still me..i wont improve after all..
alot of my friends also unsatisfied with their results..
i wish i can comfort them,but i cant...im not better than them..
right after that day,i felt that i no longer have interest to continue my studies..
i really do put alot of effort on this time exam..months of sleepless night..
ended up with bullshit alphabets..
i always thought that..as long as i do try my best and hardworking,then i might get good results..but now i seriously doubt it..
im really struggling right now..to achieve something that is unachievable..
i just wished that i could back to the past..
the past that i mean wasn't just back to few years ago,
but the past i mean is that right before i was borned..
i wish to stop my parents from bringing me to this world..
Friday, September 17, 2010
17th September 2010 - the breaks
it has already been 3 weeks and almost 4 i didnt have internet connection. Ever since im having my final exam,i've been disconnected from the world of internet. There is no facebook,msn and blog for me for quite a long time. Till now,im still disconnected. It's now the semester break and it's my time to relax. Unfortunately, im already bored with it since the 2nd day of the semester break. But there's nothing forever in life. I knew that god wouldn't let me bored for the semester break.
Not just long ago,i've been to penang trip with bunch of college mates. It was our 1st and successful outing since we've been mates for a year. We've been planning tis trip right before the final exam starts. During our final exam,we do talk about the schedule for the penang trip and that makes some of us quite excited and couldn't concentrate on our papers that we're having =D
While we're on penang, we're totally getting ourselves crazy there. We consist of a group of 12 members including me. Imagine tat amount of people walked together down the streets of penang and beautiful beach of batu feringgi. Not just that,we even conquered half of a bus. We make tonnes of noises and havoc happens everywhere wherever we are. We joke around,gossip around and we're absolutely blast with laughters everytime. Everything happens smoothly while we're at there. No problem at all. Accomodation is not a problem to us,sleeping in a room with another 11 people is definitely not a problem =D.
After the penang trip,right after i landed on the city of KL,there's another plan for me. Been planning for clubbing with bunch of friends that night. That night was fun as that's the place where i release the final part of my stress. Been drinking alot,but not much that night. But still,didnt get drunk..i guess i really can hold my liquor..=P
But,ever since that night..there's not much plan for me..been watching for alot of old dramas and movies for all these time. Few days ago, i finally could online using my phone. Im now even blogging with handphones. I love my handphone =P
That's all i could blog,bye~
Not just long ago,i've been to penang trip with bunch of college mates. It was our 1st and successful outing since we've been mates for a year. We've been planning tis trip right before the final exam starts. During our final exam,we do talk about the schedule for the penang trip and that makes some of us quite excited and couldn't concentrate on our papers that we're having =D
While we're on penang, we're totally getting ourselves crazy there. We consist of a group of 12 members including me. Imagine tat amount of people walked together down the streets of penang and beautiful beach of batu feringgi. Not just that,we even conquered half of a bus. We make tonnes of noises and havoc happens everywhere wherever we are. We joke around,gossip around and we're absolutely blast with laughters everytime. Everything happens smoothly while we're at there. No problem at all. Accomodation is not a problem to us,sleeping in a room with another 11 people is definitely not a problem =D.
After the penang trip,right after i landed on the city of KL,there's another plan for me. Been planning for clubbing with bunch of friends that night. That night was fun as that's the place where i release the final part of my stress. Been drinking alot,but not much that night. But still,didnt get drunk..i guess i really can hold my liquor..=P
But,ever since that night..there's not much plan for me..been watching for alot of old dramas and movies for all these time. Few days ago, i finally could online using my phone. Im now even blogging with handphones. I love my handphone =P
That's all i could blog,bye~
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